dark

so.
while i sit here and ponder my existence, i'll type out some thoughts, reflections and pretty much just what ever comes to mind.
tims sermon tonight has made me think, what is my esky? or in others words, what is that thing in my life that stops me putting jesus above all other things? it's a really tough question, makes you think about whether you're actually living 100% for christ or for some other thing or person.

tim also made sense of that part in luke 12 that says if you don't hate your family you can't be a disciple for christ. have a look at it!!! it really confused me till tim explained it doesn't mean literally hate your family but put christ above them. another very challenging concept...

This weekend was really great!
had a great friday with my cousin boaz who journeyed up from melbourn. spent the day getting the place tidy for the party. bo stayed the night and we had some good bonding time. made me realise how much i really miss my melb cousins, totally cannot wait to see them next holidays!!
then on saturday a nice mix of family came over at about 10am for some sweet sweet brunch pizza and time together under the bus shed. wonderfun! izzy was a little crazy all day but really fun.
the afternoon was mainly setting up for the evening. kirsten came over early which was really awesome of her! thanks heaps for the help sten :)
people started arriving and the bohemian festivitivities were underway! pizza happen at about 8 30 and people appeared to enjoy it. nonna put sooooooooooo much work into it. i love my mummy!
and then.




the most exciting part of the evening....

cake!!
and not just any cake.... a drum cake!!!!! oh my gosh it was absolutely amazing!! thankyou so much to rosie, bella, megan and sarah who lovingly made that masterpiece :)

i was unbelievably excited when i saw it coming down the stairs. i was literally jumping for joy!

i spent the evening wandering and chatting with as many people as possible, thankyou so much to everybody that made it! it wouldn't of been the same if any of you weren't there.

the fire pit was a hit, kept people warm and entertained into the wee hours of the morning.
some of my dudes stayed the night, we played n64 and went for a walk to get jeremy to the station only to get there shortly after the train left *frown*. ended up gettin back home about 5! arose this morning at 10, played some more n64. the guys were all gone by 2 30. then the clean up happened.... which wasn't hard! not much mess, just had to clean all the random bit of food that were attracting anties, pick up all the cans and pack down the chade houses. had a late nap before church.

After church went to max brenna with the crew for some chocoliscious fellowship. love you guys!
tomoro rosie and bella are coming over for some study in the sun. yay!

however now it is very late. off to bed!
tomo